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improvking- GODKING : main handle
- Necrophades : "serious" handle
- understanding : anon/alias (polite persona)
- Fritvælge : for sub-cult business
improvking- GODKING : main handle
- Necrophades : "serious" handle
- understanding : anon/alias (polite persona)
- Fritvælge : for sub-cult business
<GODKING>
Date: 2022-10-19 06:02 am (UTC)[ Mmmm... should he ask "how you holding up" or... no. Ryou's already upset and that question? The Ring-Spirit suspects it risks Bakura-brand hysterics, he's just. got a feeling.
Atem had reassured him Ryou wouldn't be left alone - that he can ask after. ]
you got friends to stick with?
<WhiteWizard>
Date: 2022-10-19 06:17 am (UTC)and i do have friends here, but the sooner we're out of this hellhole the better.
[Clearly the fact that Ryou used the term "hellhole" should have been an indication of how great he's doing.]
what about you? are you doing okay? i haven't been in the caves for a while, so i don't know what's going on there...
<GODKING>
Date: 2022-10-19 06:41 am (UTC)yeah, I'm fine. I haven't been in the caves much lately either to be honest. like I said, working.
[ He resists the urge to add a winky face. Probably tone inappropriate. ]
when I have been there... well it's still split between people trying to party and people trying to actually do shit. can't give details, but more shit's getting done lately.
after we're out of here, if you wanna tell me why you couldn't come back, I'll listen. won't push it if you don't wanna talk though.
<WhiteWizard>
Date: 2022-10-19 09:40 am (UTC)[He doesn't care if E+L can see this. The cameras weren't in here, but the reimplanted chip could still be used to look in. Fine, look in. Fuck you, E+L. Friends don't execute their friends' boyfriends.]
...oh.
i
atem didn't tell you? that was kind of him.
sorry, i couldn't be in the same place as some of the fog aligned. too close. too dangerous.
<GODKING>
Date: 2022-10-19 10:12 am (UTC)I will, and... the rest. I understand.
it sucks you can't feel safe here. can't BE safe.
I'm practicing hitting the heart in one stab. gotten better, and I'll keep at it.
[ The next time he needs to kill a tier-3 or higher foggie, he won't make a complete fool of himself. He refuses. ]
<WhiteWizard> how many circles can they talk in lmao
Date: 2022-10-19 10:22 am (UTC)But the chip has to stay in here. or else...
[Ryou hates it.]
i just want to go back, where no one can hurt me. not e+l, not
[AM.
But he doesn't say that. Instead, there's an obvious pause between messages, as he tries to tamp down his own anxiety long enough to keep the conversation going.]
anyone. not anymore.
<GODKING> round and round they go, where they stop no one knows 🎵 1/2
Date: 2022-10-19 11:04 am (UTC)[ The Ring-Spirit absolutely wants out of Felfri; he can only dread the idea of "going home" though. He's got more in Ryslig than he'd ever had at "home". He has people he cares about. He's even got a few ideas to test regarding Kul Elna.
But Ryou wants to go home, and the Ring-Spirit had assured him he'd make that happen. ]
<GODKING> 2/2
Date: 2022-10-19 11:09 am (UTC)<WhiteWizard>
Date: 2022-10-20 05:34 am (UTC)i'll settle for ryslig, at least, so i can defend myself. being human isn't good enough, when there are worse creatures.
[Ryou's still pretty morose over text. If the Ring-Spirit wants to know, he has a chance to call Ryou out on all this negativity.
But whether he will...that's another thing entirely.]
<GODKING>
Date: 2022-10-24 07:35 am (UTC)Mn... ]
I'm not quite the Great Evil God here, but I'm no human either.
[ Ryou has a "worse creature" of his own, in a way... Can that be of any use? ]
<WhiteWizard>
Date: 2022-10-24 07:51 am (UTC)if you see entrances that tell you to stay out, promise me you'll stay out?
it's not the fourth. it's not worth inspecting, or guarding, or entering. i promise you that.
[Ryou can tell the Ring-Spirit's trying to comfort him, to posture in a way that would help alleviate Ryou's fears. But he's going to make himself very, very clear on that matter.
...For how little he realizes that AM is now no longer just a motionless supercomputer, but an ambulatory abomination.]
<GODKING>
Date: 2022-10-24 08:48 am (UTC)I need to focus on getting us back to Ryslig. can't do much if I get myself stuck somewhere, right? so I'll stay out of whatever you found.
but don't hesitate to sic me on shit if something pisses you off.
[ Getting out of Felfri does take priority. If Ryou really thinks the Ring-Spirit can't handle whatever Ryou faced... first of all RUDE, but fine he'll leave it be.
He'll have to see later if Atem got a better explanation. These days, he doesn't mind the notion of waiting until he knows what he's picking a fight with before he starts swinging... so he'll stick a pin in this.
But it's getting revisited one way or another. ]
<WhiteWizard>
Date: 2022-10-25 05:10 am (UTC)[There. He said it. He knows that the Ring-Spirit won't do it...and he shouldn't be made to. Ryou didn't want to forsake the Fog, however fragmented she was here. But...he would feel more secure if the Ring-Spirit was here, both for the spirit's safety and, selfishly, for Ryou's comfort.]
i can't send you out on this kind of task but i think...i think maybe Atem is going to do something about it.
i won't stop anyone once we're home. i've done enough damage telling you all to not make a move.
[Ryou sounds as if he's genuinely trying to respond to the Ring-Spirit, but that he's kind of skimming past his words just a bit, in order to make himself understood somehow.
It likely isn't working.
The burden of the Bakuras, indeed.]
<GODKING> 1/2
Date: 2022-10-25 05:54 am (UTC)I wish I could be with you too.
[ He wishes Ryou felt safe in the caves. He's not sure how much safer his former landlord actually is with E+L either. But he has people looking after him there, apparently... which he hadn't had with the Fog, had he. He and the Ring-Spirit had both been trying to contribute... ]
I miss you so much.
[ And due to far more than the god war business. The sheer, true emptiness of the "vessel" he has here... the Ring-Spirit has never missed being something inside Ryou's head so keenly. ]
<GODKING> 2/2
Date: 2022-10-25 05:55 am (UTC)He focuses on the rest of the message for a few minutes, contemplating how to best understand what Ryou's saying. He needs to do some reading between the lines here, and historically he's had iffy enough luck with simply reading the lines themselves... He thinks he gets what Ryou means though. ]
I'll speak with Atem when this mess is dealt with, then. and I'll try to keep an eye out for myself... and on Atem too if he needs it.
[ Consider him sicced, but he'll try to keep the safety of certain Dark Spirits in mind while he's at it. ]
<WhiteWizard>
Date: 2022-10-25 10:27 am (UTC)i don't
Atem needs his friends. he was murdered for being a covert fog follower. they shattered him. i tried to make them pay. i tried so hard, but in the end, all i managed to do was get shocked until i couldn't fight back.
this place...it's always watching. i'm probably being watched right now, but e+l doesn't punish verbal or text betrayal. funny...isn't it?
<GODKING>
Date: 2022-10-26 12:37 am (UTC)fuck, I wish you were safer where you are. it might be better than the caves, but... well we'll just get back to Ryslig.
...
they killed Atem for daring to do something beyond mere complaining or commiserating. they shocked you for the same reasons. this is exactly why I get so pissed when people've tried to claim the Fog is meant to be a force of ~Law~.
*this* is "law". *this* is "Ma'at". the "proper way of things" is "you sit in the little box selected for you, maybe you can complain, but god won't help you if you try to leave that damn box". I hate this place. I hate how *orderly* and *regimented* it is.
just. fuck. I know this isn't the time, but I hate what's happening to you, what happened to Atem. I want to make them pay too, and I'm not doing enough. I'll never be doing enough. no one could ever do *enough*.
<WhiteWizard>
Date: 2022-11-03 10:10 am (UTC)right up until the shock. but at least right up until then, i feel like myself, instead of like a dog on a leash.
[Boy that certainly is a very Bakura thing to say, if not necessarily a Ryou thing to say.
But he's allowed to be more of a stereotypical Bakura at this point, after being shocked to shit and sedated. He's not feeling much like a merciful, kindhearted young man.]
<GODKING>
Date: 2022-11-04 05:52 am (UTC)[ LET! RYOU! SLICE! ]